Broken.
That's how I feel.
Broken and exhausted.
Sleep has turned into an unsatisfying passing of time.
The world has lost it's shine.
The sun is not as bright as it used to be
All the colours have faded
The world weighs heavily on my shoulders
My knees are starting to buckle.
Please....
Not much longer
I can't do this for much longer
Sending you love and strength, sweet girl.
ReplyDeleteYou can do this. I believe in you and know you can.
It's wretched and hurts... but you are stronger that you think, and you know how to look after yourself.
Commit to putting one foot in front of the other. Just one foot in front of the other: that is enough. And it will get easier.
I promise you that.
xxx
Cant really add to what Kat has said, sending love to you xx
ReplyDeleteOh no, I'm so sorry that you are feeling sad. I know what it's like to have your life turn upside down. It's OK to retreat to a fall back position, store up strength... because soon you'll come out fighting. The way you write about yourself, I know you have the brain, and heart to make your way... have faith, you will be OK. A hug to you from the states.
ReplyDeleteOh no, I'm so sorry that you are feeling sad. I know what it's like to have your life turn upside down. It's OK to retreat to a fall back position, store up strength... because soon you'll come out fighting. The way you write about yourself, I know you have the brain, and heart to make your way... have faith, you will be OK. A hug to you from the states.
ReplyDeleteSo sorry that you're going through such a hard time. Be strong!
ReplyDeleteWe are all willing you through this tough time xxx
ReplyDeleteI'm only a phone call away. I care for you very much Kat and I know that YOU know, deep down, you are a strong lady. You can do this, you will and soon, eventually the sun will shine your world again xxx
ReplyDeleteOh Kat. Keep going hon. Just as Kat McNally says. Just a minute at a time and it will get better. This too shall pass. You got through the bad days of PND and you will get through this. I am thinking of you and send you my love and positive thoughts.I would imagine there are a lot of people doing the same. You are a special lady.xxx
ReplyDeleteSending you sunshine and love and strength. It's OK to feel broken and sad and exhausted. It doesn't mean you won't get up again. You are in transition, and it's bloody hard. But you will get through it because you are full of love. And even people who have never met you (like me) really care about you and are holding you in our hearts xxx
ReplyDeleteYou guys.... You are all so amazing and you're strength and thoughts keep me going. Thank you all so much!!
ReplyDeleteOne foot in front of the other, right?! :o) Hugest of love bundles to you all xxxxx
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ReplyDeletesending love and hugs xx
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